Friday, March 09, 2007 @9:08 PM
YAY TARBET WON SWIM CARN!
haha so happy its like we achieved something BIG.
anyway cheerleading was kind of funny especially when we had to cheer with routines infront of everybody and there was barely space for one person to do anything properly. so jiawen, sarah, jess, sher, shi hua, wee sian etc all decided to be nice and go upstairs to learn the routine leaving me alone with tessa and limjie the 2 dear captains -faints- so i was left with them to cheer. then tessa complained her butt hurt so sat down on the floor leaving me and limjie. a 13 cheerleader strong team was reduced to 2. HAHA
anyway after everything there was cheer review. and i think i totally screwed up the routine. from my front walk to my ban tui everything. the dance and everything. i'm like the worst.
after training on wednesday i felt so crappy like i totally screwed up the routine my other routines are so much better but that particular routine i can't do it properly at all and when da ji ti and all the super darling sec 1 juniors cheer and clap it makes me feel even worse. i love their encouragment and all, but i think i don't deserve it after producing a totally crap routine. sigh. i love dear CAILYN, wenjun, angela, ting fang, claudia, sarah, jasmine :)))) i really love them loads :D and i love all my wonderful seniors as well. especially limjie, ailin, cheryl, mel,hazel, etc. and my wonderful batch mates especially NATASHA and GLAYDS!
oh and my wonderful classmates IRINA and AFIQAH and the whole fruit family. <3
argh i think i really screwed up all my tests the past 3 tests i took i think i seriously died for all of them. i DON'T want to get any of the papers back.
thanks to irina and afiqah for all the hugs :D i love my apple pie and banana! and NAT
____? i love veron my best best friend too :)))) <3sigh omg i want my gym to go back to my peak! i really want to out perform my expectations. it seems so unreachable now.
die! cailyn said i'm being such a perfectionist. POO
somehow i'm feeling dissapointed